Fallen in the Cold

fallen_angel_58 @ 2006-02-01T07:35:00

2006-02-01T13:42:28Z

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-11-18T09:52:00

2005-11-18T15:59:43Z

always use protection children!

chena and i

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-11-10T13:19:00

2005-11-10T19:24:42Z

hi people okie so i went thru my photo bucket and apperently my friend got into it and put some cute pixs on it

is she trying to tell me something

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-11-04T09:04:00

2005-11-04T15:05:16Z

up dating aint it fun?!?!?!?! well whateva! um...yea okie havent updated in foreverlongtime but now i am here and here i will be lol omg benjis being a GOOOOBBBERRR like yea todays homecoming and yea.... pic time

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-08-03T17:55:00

2005-08-03T23:03:21Z

hi everyone again im alot more calm now lol just filling everyone on what ive been doing i got my Ipod finally then it broke lol so i have to go get a new one um..What else um...i got my toes done they have little flower dimonds on them its toooo cute lol um...im alot more calm now my aunt has slapt me a couple of times and made me clean restrooms with my tooth brush lol just playing! na but its been intresting ive been reading alot lol me read yes i read i read A Child Called It omg i love that book and i finished the cronicals again and now Slow Death later Left Behind... what else im going to go back home and get a job lol me work yea me work oh well it happens i guess i think my dads giving me his car which is cool cause i want his car. YYYYEEEAAA what else hum....my aunts being a dork right now next to me its tooo funny lol hhahah anyways i got to go later dayZ God Bless!

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-08-03T17:29:00

2005-08-03T22:33:39Z

OMG wtf its me its me memememememme holy shit my cuz has net fuck yeeeeeaaaaayyyy im still up here and its great comming home on sun or mon.!!! im soo fucking happy right now omg u have no idea besides the fact that i got fatter then hell im like obese now guys im all FAT LARD lmao i dont care im still loved ever fat peice of me. Mum and dad got back together that blows i almost killed someone um.....i met alot ALOT of um...people this summer YEAYYY(like little jhon) omg omg omg omg im like uber super xcited fuck man i miss the net i need to get a job and hook it back up fo`sho well guys ill see u around i got to check out what people are writing and living LOVE YALL GOD BLESS

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-05-02T17:58:00

2005-05-02T22:58:11Z

GOT TO GO GOT TO GOT TO GOT TO GOT TO LEAVE THIS SHIT HOLE!!! I HAVE TO LEAVE IM TIERD MY EYES ARE IN PAIN AND ALL BECAUSE OF ONE DAMN THING DAMN IT FUCK YOU ASS HOLE!!!!!!!!! GO TO HELL AND TAKE ME WITH U...NO DONT I WILL ONLY BE IN WORSE PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! LEAVE ME LEAVE ME LEAVE ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-04-14T10:03:00

2005-04-14T15:06:17Z

they took my babies both of them...why is she doing this?? y is she being this way so selfish all for money now im alone.....i dont have my babies....

Silent Tears

2005-04-08T22:32:59Z

The crap ive been thru has taught me something always cry in silent...today sucked so much i knew she was going to pull this but i didnt know how i would really react to it...i called daddy from school to see if he knew..and he did he wanted me to tell him thats when i just said no and i broke down....then mom picks me up and we go to her house and then we come home to mine....and its so lonely theres practicly nothing theres almost no frames on the wall no seats no bed no fridge no stove microwave washer dryer TV...most of all theres no baby jr she took him too which hurts the greatest thats my baby!! hes mine!!! i raised him hes mine why would she take him away from me.....i dont know what im going to do dad came home and he told me damn she left us with nothing...it hurts so much i mean i thought fine i dont have a perfect family...so what if there seprate...but now my house its all devided too everything is....havent stoped crying since and i cant...best thing to do is go to amys and try and forget about it or get it off my mind i guess.....

Lonely

2005-04-02T17:01:20Z

its crazy how i have someone that loves me to the fullest and cares about me so much to give up his life for me..but yet i still feel lonely nothing will ever fill that space and im scared of that....im scared that i will never feel the love that i crave to feel ill just be here hollow inside....

You scored as Cocaine. Be careful, this drug is very addicting, and you can build a tolerance quickly.

</td>

Cocaine

100%

Mushrooms

100%

Inhalents

69%

None!

63%

Ecstacy

56%

Alcohol

56%

Marijuana

44%

What's your ideal drug?
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as addicted. You are a nympho and have an addiction GO GET HELP!!!

</td>

addicted

70%

non addicted

Are You Addicted to Sex??
created with QuizFarm.com

PUNCHLINE LYRICS

"Coldest Of Calendars"

I’ve heard stories through silence and we laugh at the end
and declare that today was the best day we lived
but the end of the night draws a calm to the dark
where I dream you exist in the places you aren’t

I’m cold inside
and these pictures can’t even explain what’s missing in my life.
The coldest of calendars I couldn’t have it any better
Half the time I am alive just to see your smile

I’m cold inside
I’m cold inside

There’s a letter here waiting to go in the mail
In my head its all there but I’m not quite prepared to fade away
Don’t fade away
Somehow I’ll try to do this right

I’m cold inside
and these pictures can’t even explain what’s missing in my life.
The coldest of calendars I couldn’t have it any better
Half the time I am alive just to see your smile

Sometimes I feel cold inside
It feels like I am sleeping outside indoors
There’s a light I can see in your eyes

I’ve seen nights without sleep
Days without daylight
These memories I keep won't keep me warm at night
The coldest part is the heart that we share
is breaking apart and you’re not even here
I say things will get better
So freezing out blanket my discontent 'til I sleep again.

I’m cold inside

I’m saving a story that won’t begin til you’re there

ehh bummed

2005-04-01T02:41:48Z

im all bummer right now for some weird reason im kinda scared of like yea..nevamind....-tear- um...today was a good day Priskilla bought me lunch fucking awzome thank you love...she was my pimp for the day cause of that -sigh- im yea...i dont know cant say out loud or um...written same shit i guess im out of here laterz

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-03-30T20:16:00

2005-03-31T02:21:58Z

everything has been..ehh holding up i guess im pretty sure im going to fail this six weeks which blows hard hard core!!! eek uu there was a drug *waawao* (as Priskilla says it) at school today which was weird but yea oh yea here are um..pics i guess

like um....HUH????

My awzome new boxers and top mi like them woo hoo!!!

the worlds a bummer

2005-03-24T02:03:53Z

so yea ive been home alot well not really..i just dont know im so mad right now im going threw the same shit i was going threw in 9th grade i dont need this shit right now....now here not now.....my parents are seperating again....i thought they were doing fine i thought everything was okie..turns out my moms fucking around yet again......and i think my dad is all weird...I DONT KNOW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH then they both come and talk to me so im keeping secrets from both sides its so hard to not tell my dad hey mom thinks your a lazy good for nothing ass hole and she found someone else...and its heard not to tell my mom my dad said...hey dad said that he still loves u but your fucking up so bad...he cant take it anymore and his heart is breaking........what am i suppose to do i dont understand whos side am i suppose to take there both my parents i love them both sooo much i just dont know what to do anymore..dont know what to think...this is the exsample there setting for me and the boys...wtf is that?!?! god damn THEM ALL.... then to fucking finish it off i have some other shit on my mind thats killing me inside...its eating me apart slowly...im going to end up leaving man i hope she lets me go to houston grrr!!! WTFFFKLFJKLGJOIUERG ILJN

sorry its so long u dont have to read it if u dont want :(

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-03-19T14:50:00

2005-03-19T20:53:37Z

lately ive been thinking alot and feeling my old pains. People can be so crule at times without even knowing. And hurt someone deeply if i ever have done anything like that to anyone of your guys im really sorry. i ask for your forgiveness....I really strongly belive i have changed to some level ive noticed my thinking is different about certain things i owe a great deal of those thoughts and belives to my aunt who has really showed me to think differntly...and im glad...4 i have grown up 5 inches since last time and my mind is now 5 inches filled with more knowlege

picture update

2005-03-17T01:04:58Z

my room was a tad messy oopsie :D

aaron and i went we went to dennys fun night!!!

aww bestest friends Gina and I

me

me

my fat ass again

me with my monroe yay!!!

tis all folks :)

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-03-15T09:38:00

2005-03-15T15:40:36Z

happy birthday tracie mi love you Fool !!!! i hope all your wishes come true and u have a lovely day!!!! :* :) ;)

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-03-14T10:02:00

2005-03-14T16:06:23Z

lmao someone wants to start drama on my journal with comenting on my ass lmao dumb shit moving on havent updated in forever long time like yesterday lol na kidding im here in class i got my lip pierced everyone yay!!!!! a monroe i love it omg its like SPLAT!! but it sucks cause i have a big bar bummer oh well yea um..lets see bobert and i are haveing some really hard times he made me feel so low yesterday like crap :( i need help with this shit um..whatelse i dont care BLAH blah blah blah he brought on some hard core memories i didnt need to think about so yea...um..yea......it feels like shit when u give everything to a guy and then he turns u down espe. if its your bf FUCK HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-03-03T09:36:00

2005-03-03T15:39:28Z

omg first time updating in a long time omg omg omg well yea that was gay im leaving to houston on sat. for spring break i think um..i havent seen robert since valentines day...:( i got a pretty ring me love....and olvie garden ^_^ yay i happy now woo hoo okie thats about it call me guys laterz!

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-02-09T09:43:00

2005-02-09T15:44:52Z

im so sick im literally dieing omg im going to hurl!!! kill me please!!!! i look like shit and i feel like shit :(

hey all

2005-02-08T15:57:04Z

im here in C&Bs i dont know if my net got cut off if it did then i guess im going to up date here oh wells! fuck it in a bucket...lets see i have to go tinkle ekkk!!! im wearing my HelloGoodbye shirt awww yay!!!!!!!! um...thats about it i guess...man im bored...um..yea......hey guys how bout everyone call me today lol i dont know i get lonely at home so yea...um..yea later dAYZZZ

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-02-06T20:06:00

2005-02-07T02:14:02Z

here i am doing nothing im going to die my tummy is killing me so much...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i ate a strawberry cheesecake omg i ate only half and im dying already...i thought about PRiskilla when i ate it i know she loves it one day toots ill take one to school just for u kk?? well yea my net goes bye bye on the 8th so im going to dl as many songs as possible tomarrow i love PUNCHLINE so yea my god im dying my tummy is like going grrrrrrr yep yep...um..what else um.....-burp- NO SCHOOL TOMARROW yay!!! i lush tomarrow no no i dont man im going to be bored blehhh moving on im out of here losers!!!! later dayZZZZZZZZZZ

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-02-05T12:04:00

2005-02-05T18:09:02Z

hey all!!!! im so sorry i didnt go to le school on fri. i would like cough and bleed it was weird the doc. said i had a throte infection of some sort where everytime i coughed it was taking layers off my thorote i dont know wtf he was talking about so im here...lol.....Yesterday i went with Mel to the show With Punchline and hellogoodbye and others i really dont give a shit about lol...they were pretty damn good it was a gay ol` time woo hoo!!! first time meeting MEL shes TALL!! lol well taller then me but then again who isnt??? lol it was fun man! it was cool..i would of invited robert but it was emo music well more like scremo so he would wanted to kick some ass..."i cant stand them emo fuckers" -robert...lol and hes going out with one HA ! ahh wells well yea im here drinking limon water ehh its goooooddd lol im werid okie well u guys can click on this and check out the pics mel and i took at le show! later dayZ!!

http://www.livejournal.com/users/_ximxaxfakex_/4112.html?#cutid1

la di da di da

2005-02-02T22:36:36Z

-dancing- so whut up fools??? well answer these questions please im like asking nicly thank you

1. How did u meet me?

2. Do u like me and get along with me?

3. Have u ever had a dream about me?

4. Do u like rain?

5. Do u think im a bitch?

6. If u could go out with me would u?

7. Whats my fav. color?

8. Have i ever told u i loved u?

9. Do u give a shit about me?

10. Am i a good friend?

Thank you loves

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-02-02T10:03:00

2005-02-02T16:10:05Z

CURRENTLY:
--> Current Clothes:black sweater and blue jeans
---> Current Mood: ehh worried
---> Current Taste: orange juice
---> Current Hair: pony tails with a silver clip
---> Current Annoyance: people
---> Current Smell: school smell
---> Current thing you ought to be doing:studing looking for aaron
---> Current Desktop Picture: um..its blue its the teachers
---> Current Favorite bands: to many to mention
---> Current Book: none at the time JTHM maybe
---> Current DVD In Player: dazed and confused
---> Current Worry: me failing a class

Favorite Questions:
colors: bloddy red and black
numbers: 7
food: sea food
place: the roof of mi house
friends: gina, aaron,laura, any of the people that i hang out with
font: um...something with a V
car: jeep liberty
singer: ehh i no know
and/group: i dont know ehh its weird
person: gina best friend
time of day: nigt time
day of the year: Halloween
piece of clothing: my hindu dress
quote: "no matter how dark the night gets soon enough the sun will appear"
restaurant: olive garden, red lobster

fallen_angel_58 @ 2005-01-31T19:56:00

2005-02-01T02:37:42Z

DESCRIBE----------
Your Heritage: hispanic, colombian
Your Eyes: brown
Your Weakness: trusting
Your Fears: spiders
Your Goals: graduate

----------WHAT IS----------
Your First Thought of the Day: son of a bitch its early!
The First Feature You Notice: shit um...clothing,eyes, lips
Your Best Physical Feature: lips
Your Bedtime: 11 ish
Your Greatest Accomplishment: changing my ways
----------YOU PREFER----------
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: burger king baby!
Single or Group Dates: single if i want to get it on group if i want to have fun
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Spring/Fall: fall
Winter/Summer: Winter

----------DO YOU----------
Have A Crush: um..maybe
Attend College: going to hopfully
Want To Get Married: ehh i no know
Get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Think You're Attractive: ehh na
Get Along With People: depends if i like them
Like Thunderstorms: fuck yea!
Play An Instrument: um...lets see....no i sing

----------IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU----------
Gone Out On A Date: yep
Gone To The Mall: errr...yes
Been On Stage: um..no
Been Dumped: no
Gone Skating: lol no mi no like sharing skates ewww
Made Homemade Cookies: no :(
Been In Love: yes
Dyed Your Hair: YES!
Stolen Something: nope

----------HAVE YOU EVER----------
Flown On A Plane: yes mam
Missed School: god yes
Told Someone You Love Them: yeppers
Cried During A Movie: lol phantom of the opera god damn them!!!
Thought An Animated Character Was Hot: lol yep most of them fuckers are
Had An Imaginary Friend: yes
Been On Stage: yes mam
Cut Your Hair: lol hell yea
Had A Crush On A Teacher: -thinks- omg mr cornado!!
Danced Like No One Was Watching: fuck yea
Sung Like No One Was Listening: yes
----------THE FUTURE----------
Married By: 24 25?
Number of Children: 0 or 2
Cause of Death: ehhh um....sleep
Career: interior designer
Country Most Likely to Visit: Russia

----------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX----------
Eye Color: blue green
Hair Color: light brown or black
Short/Long Hair: mmm...middle
Height: taller then me but who isnt?
Weight: mmm damn...skinnie but toned yummy
First Date Location: club baby
First Kiss Location: by the beach

----------NUMBER OF----------
Boyfriends: 8 real bfs um..3
Kisses: fuck if i know
People I Trust With My Life: Gina.....Robert.....&family
Piercings: 5
Tatoos: none :(
Scars: ehh like 5

----------FAVORITES----------
Color: red
Season: fall
Food: sea food omg yummm
Time of Day: night
Fabric: silk
Flower: um...i no know
Book: any vampire book!
Movie: half baked
Sport: x games

----------RIGHT NOW----------
Wearing: pjs roberts t-shirt
Drinking: not a damn thing
Eating: nothing
Thinking About: what ive become
Listening To: my aunt on the phone

----------IN THE LAST 24 HOURS----------
Cried: yep
Worn Jeans: hell yea
Met Someone Online: no
Done Laundry: nope
Drove A Car: yes
Talked On The Phone: doing it right now

----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN----------
Santa Claus: yes more presents
The Tooth Fairy: no i have no teeth to fall out
The Easter Bunny: nope thats scary
Destiny/Fate: hell yea
Angels: yes
Ghosts: yes mam
Aliens: yes`um
God: yes
Your Family: i trust them
Your Friends: yes
Your Self: sometimes