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[18 Nov 2005|09:52am] |
always use protection children!
chena and i
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[04 Nov 2005|09:04am] |
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up dating aint it fun?!?!?!?! well whateva! um...yea okie havent updated in foreverlongtime but now i am here and here i will be lol omg benjis being a GOOOOBBBERRR like yea todays homecoming and yea.... pic time
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[03 Aug 2005|05:55pm] |
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hi everyone again im alot more calm now lol just filling everyone on what ive been doing i got my Ipod finally then it broke lol so i have to go get a new one um..What else um...i got my toes done they have little flower dimonds on them its toooo cute lol um...im alot more calm now my aunt has slapt me a couple of times and made me clean restrooms with my tooth brush lol just playing! na but its been intresting ive been reading alot lol me read yes i read i read A Child Called It omg i love that book and i finished the cronicals again and now Slow Death later Left Behind... what else im going to go back home and get a job lol me work yea me work oh well it happens i guess i think my dads giving me his car which is cool cause i want his car. YYYYEEEAAA what else hum....my aunts being a dork right now next to me its tooo funny lol hhahah anyways i got to go later dayZ God Bless!
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[03 Aug 2005|05:29pm] |
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OMG wtf its me its me memememememme holy shit my cuz has net fuck yeeeeeaaaaayyyy im still up here and its great comming home on sun or mon.!!! im soo fucking happy right now omg u have no idea besides the fact that i got fatter then hell im like obese now guys im all FAT LARD lmao i dont care im still loved ever fat peice of me. Mum and dad got back together that blows i almost killed someone um.....i met alot ALOT of um...people this summer YEAYYY(like little jhon) omg omg omg omg im like uber super xcited fuck man i miss the net i need to get a job and hook it back up fo`sho well guys ill see u around i got to check out what people are writing and living LOVE YALL GOD BLESS
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[02 May 2005|05:58pm] |
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GOT TO GO GOT TO GOT TO GOT TO GOT TO LEAVE THIS SHIT HOLE!!! I HAVE TO LEAVE IM TIERD MY EYES ARE IN PAIN AND ALL BECAUSE OF ONE DAMN THING DAMN IT FUCK YOU ASS HOLE!!!!!!!!! GO TO HELL AND TAKE ME WITH U...NO DONT I WILL ONLY BE IN WORSE PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! LEAVE ME LEAVE ME LEAVE ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[14 Apr 2005|10:03am] |
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they took my babies both of them...why is she doing this?? y is she being this way so selfish all for money now im alone.....i dont have my babies....
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[08 Apr 2005|05:26pm] |
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The crap ive been thru has taught me something always cry in silent...today sucked so much i knew she was going to pull this but i didnt know how i would really react to it...i called daddy from school to see if he knew..and he did he wanted me to tell him thats when i just said no and i broke down....then mom picks me up and we go to her house and then we come home to mine....and its so lonely theres practicly nothing theres almost no frames on the wall no seats no bed no fridge no stove microwave washer dryer TV...most of all theres no baby jr she took him too which hurts the greatest thats my baby!! hes mine!!! i raised him hes mine why would she take him away from me.....i dont know what im going to do dad came home and he told me damn she left us with nothing...it hurts so much i mean i thought fine i dont have a perfect family...so what if there seprate...but now my house its all devided too everything is....havent stoped crying since and i cant...best thing to do is go to amys and try and forget about it or get it off my mind i guess.....
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[02 Apr 2005|10:48am] |
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its crazy how i have someone that loves me to the fullest and cares about me so much to give up his life for me..but yet i still feel lonely nothing will ever fill that space and im scared of that....im scared that i will never feel the love that i crave to feel ill just be here hollow inside....
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[31 Mar 2005|08:38pm] |
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the get up kids- ill catch you |
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im all bummer right now for some weird reason im kinda scared of like yea..nevamind....-tear- um...today was a good day Priskilla bought me lunch fucking awzome thank you love...she was my pimp for the day cause of that -sigh- im yea...i dont know cant say out loud or um...written same shit i guess im out of here laterz
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[30 Mar 2005|08:16pm] |
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everything has been..ehh holding up i guess im pretty sure im going to fail this six weeks which blows hard hard core!!! eek uu there was a drug *waawao* (as Priskilla says it) at school today which was weird but yea oh yea here are um..pics i guess
( would u let your son date a girl like me? )
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[23 Mar 2005|08:00pm] |
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so yea ive been home alot well not really..i just dont know im so mad right now im going threw the same shit i was going threw in 9th grade i dont need this shit right now....now here not now.....my parents are seperating again....i thought they were doing fine i thought everything was okie..turns out my moms fucking around yet again......and i think my dad is all weird...I DONT KNOW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH then they both come and talk to me so im keeping secrets from both sides its so hard to not tell my dad hey mom thinks your a lazy good for nothing ass hole and she found someone else...and its heard not to tell my mom my dad said...hey dad said that he still loves u but your fucking up so bad...he cant take it anymore and his heart is breaking........what am i suppose to do i dont understand whos side am i suppose to take there both my parents i love them both sooo much i just dont know what to do anymore..dont know what to think...this is the exsample there setting for me and the boys...wtf is that?!?! god damn THEM ALL.... then to fucking finish it off i have some other shit on my mind thats killing me inside...its eating me apart slowly...im going to end up leaving man i hope she lets me go to houston grrr!!! WTFFFKLFJKLGJOIUERG ILJN
sorry its so long u dont have to read it if u dont want :(
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[19 Mar 2005|02:50pm] |
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my bloody valentine-sometimes |
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lately ive been thinking alot and feeling my old pains. People can be so crule at times without even knowing. And hurt someone deeply if i ever have done anything like that to anyone of your guys im really sorry. i ask for your forgiveness....I really strongly belive i have changed to some level ive noticed my thinking is different about certain things i owe a great deal of those thoughts and belives to my aunt who has really showed me to think differntly...and im glad...4 i have grown up 5 inches since last time and my mind is now 5 inches filled with more knowlege
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[15 Mar 2005|09:38am] |
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happy birthday tracie mi love you Fool !!!! i hope all your wishes come true and u have a lovely day!!!! :* :) ;)
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[14 Mar 2005|10:02am] |
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lmao someone wants to start drama on my journal with comenting on my ass lmao dumb shit moving on havent updated in forever long time like yesterday lol na kidding im here in class i got my lip pierced everyone yay!!!!! a monroe i love it omg its like SPLAT!! but it sucks cause i have a big bar bummer oh well yea um..lets see bobert and i are haveing some really hard times he made me feel so low yesterday like crap :( i need help with this shit um..whatelse i dont care BLAH blah blah blah he brought on some hard core memories i didnt need to think about so yea...um..yea......it feels like shit when u give everything to a guy and then he turns u down espe. if its your bf FUCK HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[03 Mar 2005|09:36am] |
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omg first time updating in a long time omg omg omg well yea that was gay im leaving to houston on sat. for spring break i think um..i havent seen robert since valentines day...:( i got a pretty ring me love....and olvie garden ^_^ yay i happy now woo hoo okie thats about it call me guys laterz!
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[09 Feb 2005|09:43am] |
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im so sick im literally dieing omg im going to hurl!!! kill me please!!!! i look like shit and i feel like shit :(
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[08 Feb 2005|09:55am] |
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Me first and the gimmie gimmies- somewhere over the rainbow |
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im here in C&Bs i dont know if my net got cut off if it did then i guess im going to up date here oh wells! fuck it in a bucket...lets see i have to go tinkle ekkk!!! im wearing my HelloGoodbye shirt awww yay!!!!!!!! um...thats about it i guess...man im bored...um..yea......hey guys how bout everyone call me today lol i dont know i get lonely at home so yea...um..yea later dAYZZZ
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